KIND OD LOVELY DAY's :x

im holding on myfaith but im still lose...

its will be a good words for describe what i thinkin' on mymind now!
last night im dreaming about "ULTRAVIOLET" that im so missing for a weeks... i was on somewhere that i dont ever come before ! when i was talked with above 6 people i saw hir sisters come around then his younger sist , his father then his mom and at least i seen HIM ! his outfit was so FORMAL than i ever see althought on dream TOO...
HE WEAR A LONG SHIRT ( guess his shirt is SOFT GREEN )

oh...myGOD i never been seen a boys like he before ! but its only take a few time then he wont to go somewhere , so because i dont want miss that time and i dont want pending what i want to say again so im PURSUE him ... i see him but then its became so WEIRD and i come to other FREAKY world ( yeah as always dreams are can take you to other space ) AND MAY SOME OF OURS DREAM COULD BE COME TRUE yeah,this afternoon when i wont to eat at place that me and myfriend also ULTRAVIOLET too loves to eat ! when i come , i dont guess i could saw Him there cause i might guess He on Int.Shop beside the Noodle Stand ! i seen He alone waited with a BORED emotions that looked from His face ! Oh... myGOD he waited the noodle come to her table ! me and myfriend also too ! we are hungry especially me cause i dont have my breakfast :( i think u can wonder how hungry me !
then i sit on the next table ! and started waited too ! above 2 minutes ULTRAVIOLET have his noodle and 5 minutes later we shall TOO i dont know why im starting doesnt have a taste of that noodle because im around him ! but then im starting hungry again and eat my noodle slowly ! i see myfriend plate , and its empty she eats so faster ! myplate is still full when i saw it and ULTRAVIOLET was finish His eat and pay to the owner of stand !i dont know again where He go but i saw His friend on in front of street ! oh.. im forgot my friend want to bought fried cassava/casavva when we arriving on Stand and i saw His friend on that fried cassava stand after im finishing mynoodle !

we go to in front on street ! and u know ULTRAVIOLET is there ! i dont know ! why He supposed to be there ? im not going to that stand because of Him ! oh okey its okey ! im not out from car i just told myfriend for bought for me too ! we waited on car the cassava im also starring at ULTRAVIOLET ! omg he same with what i dreaming on mydream !!! He eat that FC too and then i must go althought im mymind i dont want to left him ! and i just spend today with DB practice ! no special !

You stir up my natural emotions.
Make me feel like dirt, I'm hurt .
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
What is worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn't have fallen in love with

I can't see much of future
Unless we find out who's to blame, what a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

ever fallen in love_Stiff dylans