the way into hell !

hellow yall !!!
a super sweety teachers comes into mylife tomorrow !
wanna told yah that i used to get a english course for fixing mybad english :P
told me hows good is it :D

then i will have both native speaker from foreign country ... idk wht i gotta do bout this one but help me i could stuck in a room for 1 hours with one guy rite in front me spoke something i didnt know what is it :p

Back and ready for the new blog :)

yay im back "_" with a very big smile :D
in last-last post i've say bout my ATM card rite :p now i get it again , im just the new one on friday actually i've visit bank on the preview day...
i talk honestly to mymom secretary about "im losing mycard again"and we deal to unsays it to mymom:D

Well im just in mywork for gave me u a nice post on myvery first post on mynew blog...
its a fashion blog of me ;) dont think i could leave this :( i will always talk in here :)

im not only plan for make the new blog but also make a ol shop its special for vintage clothes

ITS OUR FATE

i used to know
yesterday u arrived at our town
i used to plan
may i could visit u for once again

i made up mymind
just closer to perfect that day
i wear mynew clothes
show all mynew hair cut
'cause i want to see you

i cancel myplan
even myheart says i must done
but i think this day for chill with myfriend
and u can wait until yesterday

i late to shit down
when the light are off
and i cant see around
but i sure if u dont late,u've see i am
and discuss it with ur friends

when it all done
im just talking with myfriend
i dont care
with arounds...but then i realize there's u

i dont used to stalking u
i dont used to follow u
god just give me a happy sense
just realize i am ur fate ...

i hate tht time
cause i dnt dare to see ur eyes
i cant realize tht u just silence in ur own mind
and i cant guess what u thought

well i used to tell tht ULTRAVIOLET are school out of our town,he's back on 13 sept. and i used to plan to see his on 14 but i go first to MM then we decide to cancel myplan ( i was with both of myfriend) , we sing on karaoke ,we plays boom boom car and at least we watch movie called PUSH , i got seat B , we come late ( when th movie was began 2 started and th light ar started shut down)its make me unseen around,i were so upset i didnt see ULTRAVIOLET but until the end of movie and we want to out from the room , im just busy talk with D and D drastic say to me "HEY THATS ULTRAVIOLET" im starting unsober and when i check it yay its teribly correct thats myULTRAVIOLET ... we out first then we wait he and his friend out ... i sure he see me and tht also his friends...

his friend look busy tlked and looking at me and myfriends , ULTRVIOLET still look calm and stayed cool , he wear WHITE T-SHIRT,BLACK BOTTOM,AND WHITE SANDALS !!!!!!!!!

WHO I REALLY AM ?

ITO'Y BA PAALAM NA ?

I SHALL DIE
EVERYONE NEVER CARE TO ME

AND I NEVER DARE TO WREAK ALL

Say Hello ! To my new life sheet ;)

yay i decide to re-cut myhair specially mybangs hair :) i wanna mybangs hair is can straigh like welcome bangs but also oblique ... is it cute ? hehehe

i just think i will getting older everyday and every occurence is just like a new LESSON !

I WANNA PULL AWAY EVERY NEGATIVE SIDE FROM MYLIFE

i hope i get a new luckyness cause i was so unlucky for a weeks TT its very bad guys ...

btw i was very happy too cause atleast i get the BOYFRIENDS PANTS that i really wanted,i also gonna bought nefertiti necklace but u know what for once again I'VE LOST MY ATM !!!

so i cant transfer the money with myown account i was so CONFUSE about it !
anyone gave me some advice ?

YAY ITS STILL WHEN I WROTE THIS I FOUND THE WAY OUT FROM THIS PROBLEMS :)

"M-BANKING"
i'll active my account guys but how if its still need THE CARD ? I'LL JUST GOING DIE&CURL UP....

I STILL CONFUSE :( THE ONLY SOLUTION IS DOUBLE FACE THT STOLE MYWALLET MUST GET BACK MYWALLET AND IM SAVE !!!

ITS NOT END JUST ON IT ! I'LL NOT GETTING MAD AGAIN IF SHE GET IT BACK !
I WANT MYCARD CAUSE MYSECOND CARD IS LOST AGAIN :( I WAS REGRET GO TO MALL TODAY IF I COULD LOST SOMETHING AGAIN !!!!!!!

A SUPER MASSIVE ALERT

yay i hate it so much when i must gotta says it !!!

I LOST MYWALLET

there's my : php and usd (not much bt i collect them)
super cute photoboxs photo
my student id,etc

bt the MOST IMPORTANT IS "ATM"

i count getting shopping online 'cause of it ! im dare my wanted stuff getting sold if im late once again...

but im also very tiring with my db practice for 17 august at govenor place !


THE GOOD THINGS MY FATHER HAS BOUGHT ME A NEW HANDPHONE
WITHOUT ANYONE KNOE'S INCLUDE ME !!!

he've bought me nokia e71 yah its okey i plan for 5530or 5800 bt its too late :)
im waiting myparent back from Jakarta and get my new handphone ;) love it

SOMETHING THAT I HATE SO MUCH

yay i promise back for a new post with a pic of mynew stuff ! bt myroom under ronavation so count ol often as i want TT

its so unnice when i've got nothing to post here TT

SHOP.SHOP.SHOP TILL YOU DROP !

IDK WHY I LOVE TO SHOP NOW !!!

i've spend mymoney for shop
i have bought : one dress and two rubber necklace (owh so cute)
in next post i could share the photo of the things i bought ^^

RANDOMNESS !!! UNCHOOSED

yeayyyy...im back its taken been so long since last post rite ???

and now i've just like gettin' share a million GOOD NEWS ^^

in the end of vacation,i've ask myfather for a new handphone and he says just began for searching the one that i love...i give advice hw bout BlackBerry myfather says so lets ask the price ! i've never ask it until i back to home and starting began the school again....and i never ask again.again.and again but he comes ask it to me but now he've told me about IPHONE !!!

TELL ME THE BEST ONE IM FRUSTRATED !!!

HE'S TOLD ME FOR ASK THE PRICE ! AND NOW I KNW THE PRICE AND HE'S TOLD ME
FOR CHOOSE THE GOOD ONE ! I'VE ALSO THINKING BOUT E63 OR E71 !!!!

SOMETHING THAT WOULD FIT WITH UR CLOTHES...

yaiyyy...this saturday i could talk 'bout ACCESSORIES !

THIS IS 'BOUT THE NEW TREND IN INDONESIA :)

A JEWELERY/ACCS PRODUCED BY THE YOUNG BOTH BUSSINESS LOCAL WOMAN !

its called "NEFERTITI"

here's the some pictures 'bout NEFERTITI's



i think the creator is have such a briliant idea
their creating a trend !
its could be international trend !
i love all kind of NEFERTITI's stuff !
its so awesome.completing and fit with kind of myclothes !

as long as i seen their have a lot design with animal print and the print was fit with the trends

indonesian fashion was growing fastly !

BACK AGAIN :))

hey.all im just on my recovery time from my illness now.
i've got fever about 1-2 days ago until now i wrote this blog

i just cant wonder,doctor say tht i must get a rest so i count show my ability this saturday with mydrumband team on school ! oh so sad,its my last year ! when im on 8 grade i also count because some of reason but now when i knew everything i got sick !

i've found that on facebook is a lot of vintage indonesian ol shop ! what a really nice news rite ?

im just readin' one of blogger blog then i saw the comment of the post i read there's someone i interest to open her blog,when i open her blog i found she also knew SALLY JANE VINTAGE like i do !


back to indonesian ol vintage shop ! when i've found it the dress or skirt was already taken all !
its make me turning bad mood ! x)

so once again i probably decided to make it by myself i mean just design it :))

btw i stole one of myfriend friend on fb ! im just addin' the cool person hehehe
come on PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE

so i can feel myhobby back again and its "DESIGN CLOTHES"
im so interest to it since i was on ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
mydraw is well as long as time run ! but its still worse
im just gettin' blush when i saw other people design the draw so perfest not like what im done.


wow.im just so excited again ! i can make my own clothes ! just like everything i want and i dream to wear :))

NEW PROJECT AND TIMES

times is running ! yeah thats right !
im come back from myvacation but what i get when im come back its so WEIRD

MYSPEEDY WORKING BAD !

okey dont talk bout it cause i didnt ;)
okey b4 i wrote this post i have some chat with myfriend from Philippines and i've got bad news !
im so sad to hear that ! i just feel so blue same as Kuya Japs Sergio feel cause his DAD passed away.
i think his father was really awesome and mayb awesome than Kuya Japsuki its shpwed both of his son was a succes as a musician.i though he was one of person behind it !

okey.lets begin the other one

u know i didnt ol at myfb ! and its so bad for me

just like on mytitle "I'VE NEW PROJECT"

i have two and mayb three project

1. WRITING A SHORT STORY
2. MAKING A TEENAGER SHARE SITE'S
3. MAKING A BLOG THAT TOLD STORY BOUT MYNARSIS STORY

owww i've a lot inspiration
in next post mayb i could post my own song too !

VACATION !

YUP.IM SO HAPPY IM GETTIN' TO NEXT GRADE !

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ATLEAST I GOT MYHOLIDAY THAT I REALLY WANTED BEFORE !

I REALLY WANT TO MEET ULTRAVIOLET THERE,SO HE CAN THINK THAT WE'RE WAS REALL DESTINED AS A MATE/COUPLE IF WE MEET IN OTHER PLACE THAT NOT BELONG ON OUR CITY !

ITS JUST LIKE A DESTINY !

STILL NOW IM KEEP HOPING THAT GIRL WAS ME !
BTW I GOT MYFLIGHT TOMORROW
I COULD KEEP UPDATE THIS LAPTOB !
I TAKE IT EVERYWHERE I GO !
I HOPE I CAN KEEP OL ALTHOUGH IM ON VACATION !
I COULD POST ABOUT MYVACATION !
PLEASE SUPPOE=RT AND PRAY FOR ME ^^

DIBALIK RASA YANG TERTINGGAL...

maybe its sound freaky when im wrote myblog on indonesian but the fact i will wrote it on both lang.

aku tadi sengja ol lgi cmn buat liat apa sih yg ngebuat ULTRAVIOLET yg slm ini kygny pny suara yg mahal bgt itu minta diiringin nyanyi lagu ST12 "RASA YANG TERTINGGAL" ?
aku search liriknya di Google tadi ! dan aku bca liriknya mungkin itu yang dia alamih tpi aku gag tau siapa cewek yg beruntung bgt bisa dia taksir ! kalo dia memang gag brani ngungkapin perasaannya kenapa dia hrus prgi lebih jauh lgi dari org itu ? kalo emang dia suka harusnya dia STAY !










bila asamaraku tlah tiba
merenggut nafas dijiwa
itu dia.. yang datang hadirkan cinta
menyebar kedalam rasa
dapatkahku mengatakannya
perasaan yang kupunya
untuk dia.. mestinya kuungkapkan saja tuk dapat jawaban darinya..
Reff. dapatkah aku memeluknya
menjadikan bintang disurga
memberikan warna yang bisa menjadikan indah
aku tak mampu mengatakan
aku tak mampu tuk mengungkapkan
hingga sampai saat ini perasaan tlah tertinggal
dapatkah dia merasakan
satu nafas yg tersimpan i
tu bukan cinta sekedar cinta biasa
yang sesaat dan trus hilang

*RASA YANG TERTINGGAL by ST12

aku baru tau kalo dia juga suka bgt ama I DONT LOVE YOU by MCR ! tapi lagi.lagi siapa ceweknya ? siapa cewek yg bruntung bgt itu ? SHE SO LUCKY

IM JEALOUS WITH THAT GIRL

im sorry i cant handle myself
i just hard to forgot ULTRAVIOLET

How Fashion are You ? Show it now !

U THINK U GOOD IN FASHION ? SHOW UR OPINION ON THIS THOSE WEBSITE'S
THAT THOSE WEBSITE'S WAS A FASHION OR DOLL GAMES BUT THIS THOSE SITE'S DOESNT SAME AS WE THINK BEFORE U CAN FIND SOME TASTE OF FASHION HERE

IF U WANT TO DRESS UP UR FAVORITE CELEBRITY U CAN DO IT THERE

SO ARE U INTEREST ?
JUST VISIT : ROIWORL.COM AND STARDOLL.COM

lets talk first about ROIWORLD


THAT WAS THE MAIN PAGE OF ROIWORLD*
we can challenge our style here we also can used our skill for draw
u can find a lot style here also celebrity style


SECOND IS STARDOOL
like the name this site's only show celebrity doll for we style !
but we can get an avatar or we called it MEDOLL there !
we can bought clothes,furniture,and other things for our medoll !
we also can bough stardollar and become superstars there

so u can spend ur time with play with fashion

QUEEN BEE ^^

YIHAAA...SUP ! ALL in this chance i could share myOPINION about "QUEEN BEE" the movie ^^

here's the POSTER >>>

COOL ryt ?
the poster more cool because including the GREEN MASDA
one of an luxury,expensive and awesome car in Indonesia.

OH.GOD but the best thing is in this movie we can see a lot option in fashion,this movie was really stylist.





Tika Putri was the main character of this movie i think she is nice to be Queenita Siregar a.k.a Queen Bee ^^
she is cute and adorable...


i think she played GOOD as Queen Bee ! although i never been watch it before...
she also have other new Movie called "Ketika Cinta Bertasbih" the movie was based on most popular novel on South East Asia (ASEAN).

yeay.i have watch KCB before the movie fantastic ! we can learn something that we never though before ! a nice movie too for teenager ! specially Muslim teen !


back to Queen Bee yeah,as long as i see this movie was the first Indonesian Movie that had a Blog ! Cool ryt ? ( i used this question again ) l.o.l

ALERT ! I WANT IT ALL !

EVERYBODY !ABOVE SIX MONTS AGO I WANT BOUGHT NEW SHOES.

actually im prefer "CONVERSE"

yihaaa...u know im really looked for "TURQUOISE CONVERSE"
BUT I COUNT FOUND IT.

SO SAD T_T

the pic bellow was told u guys how is the shoes i really
want to bought.

the colour was myfavorite one.i can say it was myfav.(love struck mode on)


AND <<<< high waist skirt

actually i plan for make it on tailor.



boyfriend pants i really want you.could u come to myboard ?

OMG.I REALLY WANTS THAT THOSE THINGS.


let me think again what kind of clothes i wanted.
im so lame when im wrote this post.im still thingking how to make it interesting.

actually i want to post the pictures of mydreaming vintage bags but im looks cant found it on google cause idk what the name of that bags.

MOM I WANT IT ALL.

INDONESIAN VINTAGE SHOP

BACK AGAIN GUYS...

IM ADDIN COUNTER FOR MANAGE EVERY HITS TO MYBLOG.

OKEY.ITS UP TO U IF U BORING WITH THIS KIND OF THEME

VINTAGE AGAIN YIHAA...

NOW IM BACK WITH A FEW PHOTO OF INDONESIAN VINTAGE CLOTHES STANDS ON TRADITIONAL MARKET OF MYCITY ;)

HERE'S THE FIRST PHOTO>>>>

BUT I KNOW ITS DOESNT SEEMS GOOD.YEAH U MUST BE SO SMART FOR CHOOSEN THE BEST OUTFIT.WHEN I WROTE THIS IM REMIND WITH BOTH OF MYVINTAGE DRESS THAT I BOUGHT ON THERE.THE DRESS ARE NICE. :)

MAYBE I COULD POST IT LATER.ONE DAY AGAIN I'VE MY TEST THAT WAS HELP ME FOR GO TO THE NEXT GRADE.

I WANT TO LEARN A LOT ABOUT SOCIAL,HISTORY,ECONOMY AND RELIGY FOR MY TEST.

AWW.IM KINDA UPSET AND STREES ABOUT THIS.

COULD ANYONE HELP ME WRITE THE ANSWER ON MYTEST PAPER.huff..ff...hufff...
OH.COME ON BACK FROM UR DREAMLAND ... FACE THE REALITY
IM SO NERVOUS.IM SCARE I COUNT GO TO NEXT GRADE. :(



BACK TO VS.
LOOK IS THAT MAYBE LOOK SO POOR ?
YEAY.BUT ITS COOL GUYS.
TRYING TO BE SMART AND MORE CREATIVE ON FASHION. :)

VINTAGE,SHOP AND SHOPPING

YIHAA....

DID ANYONE REMEMBER ABOUT MY LAST POST.

I'VE WRITED ABOUT "VINTAGE SHOP" ryt.

SO NOW.I COULD SHARE MYOPINION ABOUT VINTAGE SHOP MORE CLOSER.

OKEY.IN ASEAN MAYBE KIND OF THAT SHOP WAS LIMITED.
SPECIALLY IN INDONESIA ! VINTAGE CLOTHES was selling too but not on a shop.

VINTAGE CLOTHES HERE WAS ONLY CAN FOUND ON TRADITIONAL MARKET.
THERE'S NO SPECIAL SHOP PALACE OR AVAILABLE ON MALL

F.Y.I : VINTAGE CLOTHES THT SELL THERE WAS EXPENSIVE 'CAUSE THAT WAS CREATED BY FAMOUS DESIGNER (USUALLY) ;)

THAT ARE ONE OF MYREASON REALLY WANTS TO GO TO EUROPE,AMERICA OR AUSSIE...


OKEY.ONCE AGAIN I SAY " IDK WHY I LOVE VINTAGE "

THE STYLE WAS PRETTY COOL FOR ME.

I LOVE OLD CENTURY STYLE THAN NOW.
ITS JUST SO AMAZING ;)

FOR EXAMPLE LOOK AT THAT PHOTO <<< "THERE'S A PRETTY PINK+BLUE DRESS" (im dreaming i could wear it ;) on school prom) and u see its only selling in VINTAGE SHOP
AWWW...IM JUST MORE FOOL IN EVERY SECOND (LOL)

PHOTO >>> WAS DESCRIBE HOW IS IN OF VS.
BUT THERE'S DOESNT SHOW U CAN GET A VD.
SO IN NEXT PHOTO I COULD SHOW U THE OTHER ONE.









DID U SAW IT...
ITS FUN TO BE VINTAGE LOVER.




the most good things is u can bought sometimes cheap than other store.

u can see a lot of option like that photo >>>

see u can bought not only a dress also others too.

so if u knew in INDONESIA was available a shop like that >>>

JUST LEFT ME SOME COMMENT.

STREET STYLE SITE's

A MONTS AGO.I'VE READ A TEEN MAGAZINE.
IN A MODE INFO PAGE I'VE FOUND "THE BRIGHT SITE"

THAT WAS BLOG AND SITE'S

WE CAN SEE THE HIPSTER THERE.

HERE ARE THOSE BLOG AND SITE'S

1. www.thesartorialist.blogspot.com
2. www.facehunter.blogspot.com
3. www.jktstreetlooks.blogspot.com
4. www.iloveglam.wordpress.com
5. www.fruits-mg.com
6. www.bryanboy.com
7. www.histyley.com

i love fashion.okey its the part of my dream.

i can draw a clothes.sometimes what i want to draw is awesome but when i draw it.it become so diffrent and freaky than on mybrain.

i really want to can draw clothes better than now.sometimes this idea unwritten and it WORSE.

the best style for me is VINTAGE AND RETRO
idk.why im so interest in that style
i just bought 2 Vintage dress above 2 last weeks ago
and the dress was so awesome.fabulous.ha..haa

back to vintage.u know i really want to go to Europe or Australy
'cause i want shopping on a Second hand shop where we can found a lot of Vintage clothes.

awww.awww im wondering it now

THEN,NOW U REALLY LEFT ME

I KNOW THIS TIME WOULD COME.BUT I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHEN.
I'VE FOUND A LOT REASON FOR CRY.BUT MY TEARS ARE DOESNT KEEP COMING.
I THOUGH I COULD STARTING SO DOWN BUT MYHEART CAN KEEP IT SILENT.

SOMETHING SCREAM IN MYHEAD.THE VOICE OF MYBROKEN HEART
AT LEAST IF I KNOW U REALLY WILL MOVE.ITS JUST MAKE ME MORE HURT

ALTHOUGH U BEG ME FOR NOT CRY.THESE THOSE TEARS WILL KEEP COMING.
U CAN LEAVE ME WITH OUT ANY REASON.U CAN LEAVE ME WITH NOTHING TO DO.

I JUST BEG ON U.

FOR DOESNT EVEN LEAVE ME "WITH OUT SAYING U LOVE ME"

U MAKE ME HOPES SOMEDAYS MYPRINCE WILL COME.
IF I WONDERS U WERE MYPRINCE IS IM WEIRD.

MAYBE IM NOT PERFECT WITH U.JUST BELIEVE I CAN FIT U.
IM WANTED SOMETHING.AND U NEEDS SOMETHING.

IS THAT WE MADE FOR BECAME TOGETHER ???

one things that i never want to learn.is learn to understand the reason u left.

cause i count saw u again although im really miss u.
i will never woke from my illness
u just get more hurt

bye.bye. my ULTRAVIOLET

im just wonders destiny doesnt get u from me.

I GET MORE THAN U...

im losing u.i make u flew away away from me double face.


one things that i learn. "I've More Than You Now"
maybe u can take some of myclose friend.but its okey for me.


AS LONG AS I GOT MORE THAN THEM

a girl like she.is just a draft in this world.

a lot of people in myschool didnt like her.
ssshhh...im not judge someone else just say the facts.



she's think she's could make me down but im coming undown
and ready to show the world.what i've got to do.


that's all show us ! who's the right one.


f.y.i : i get lil observation (chit-chat) with some people



and OMG ! I FOUND 99% IS HATE HER

OMG.GOD PROTECT ME FROM THE QUEEN OF WOLF

LyLA

LyLA . yeah tht not only OASIS song name but also a band name from mycountry.
im so fell in love with LyLA.
Their so nice and awesome.

i saw their in real life on last saturday.awww.their so fabulous.

i toke a pic although the pic quality is shouldnt really good
but i also get a sign too.a sign from Naga the vocalist of LyLA
but when we take a pic with Naga theres a story too.

u know.who take the pic with my Cell Phone ? Fare...the guitarist of LyLA.

IS THAT SOUND SO NICE ?

awww im so fell in love :)

love struck

U HURT IT AGAIN,,,

U HURT AGAIN...
AND I DONT KNOW
WHY I NEVER CAN GO AND STOP FROM RIGHT NOW


for being more than 3 times he hurt me ! maybe he doesnt know it hurt but why must be ???

laught so hard when im walking in front of them ( he with his friend)

okey he's not mine
but should he hurt me ?
does he make me feel dirt? and im hurt

BET,CONFUSED AND RUMOUR

AWWW....

everything is like wanna make me SCREAM until i wrote this post :(

this day i get a BET with classmate about DID ULTRAVIOLET LIKE ME ?

I BET FOR NO AND HER BET FOR YES

okey its exactly really sound so NICE
but its just make me more hoping than before its WORSE

this days i go to our fav place for HO and after he finish with his friend he pay and then out but when i woke from my sit ! and talk+walking around he backs to the place for i dont know what for ! when JB ask him he dont answer it anymore !

IS HE WANTS TOO SEE ME ????
ITS SO WORSE ! IDK WHIT WHO HE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH IN !
SO IM STILL SO CONFUSED !

AND....

ABOUT RUMOUR

there's a rumour about my db activity !
its weird for share it here !!!

so mayb next time i could share it but not now ! i feel sleppy !

When that word became Real

i dont plan it happen before...
when i say in my page on social networks "I WANT MY STORY LOOK LIKE TWILIGHT"
its just like a dream and come true

IS EVERYTHING WE SAY IS A PRAY ? i dont know

and now Bella didnt only interest on Edward ! she also interest in Jacob and Mike too
when i close my eyes and started wondering someone i see Edward shadow but then it changed into Mike but sometimes it might be Jacob.

first time i seen Mike i didnt feel anything but when mysecond seen im starting interest in Him , honestly im not love Him, not interest either than I LOVE EDWARD !

get to basic ! if u want to know how charming Mike than Edward the answer is Mike is than Edward !

myUltraviolet is always be the best Man for me

Ultraviolet is my Romeo, my Edward, my Prince , and myeverything

I REALLY WANT TO MAKE HIM JEALOUS
althought im imagine im chillin out with Jacob or Mike its always imagine i can make Him jealous because someone hold myhand,someone hug me,someone say LOVE ME

Im nothing with out him ! and althought when im with Him im still thingking of HE

aku sangat,sangatlah bodoh
aku tak tau seorang pun kecuali mu
kau tertarik pada seseorang
dan tak mengira perasaanku kan begini

aku ingin ada diharimu
ku juga ingin kau kenang
hanya kau,hanya kau yang kulihat
dan air mata tetap mengalir

semakin kumelihatmu melangkah jauh
aku tetap bahagia
walau kau tetap tak tau perasaanku
aku tidak bisa menghentikannya dan pergi

aku sangat ingin melihat hari
dimana aku berdiri disampingmu setiap hari
"aku mencintaimu" itu terucap dari bibirku

sekali lagi sendiri,menangis untuk dan karna mu
sekali lagi sendiri,merindukan mu
sayang ku mencintaimu , ku kan menunggumu

A FEW DAYS OFF T_T

yeay maybe its long since mylast POST !
BUT PLEASE PRAY FOR MR.ULTRAVIOLET for beeing succes on His Final Test !

KIND OD LOVELY DAY's :x

im holding on myfaith but im still lose...

its will be a good words for describe what i thinkin' on mymind now!
last night im dreaming about "ULTRAVIOLET" that im so missing for a weeks... i was on somewhere that i dont ever come before ! when i was talked with above 6 people i saw hir sisters come around then his younger sist , his father then his mom and at least i seen HIM ! his outfit was so FORMAL than i ever see althought on dream TOO...
HE WEAR A LONG SHIRT ( guess his shirt is SOFT GREEN )

oh...myGOD i never been seen a boys like he before ! but its only take a few time then he wont to go somewhere , so because i dont want miss that time and i dont want pending what i want to say again so im PURSUE him ... i see him but then its became so WEIRD and i come to other FREAKY world ( yeah as always dreams are can take you to other space ) AND MAY SOME OF OURS DREAM COULD BE COME TRUE yeah,this afternoon when i wont to eat at place that me and myfriend also ULTRAVIOLET too loves to eat ! when i come , i dont guess i could saw Him there cause i might guess He on Int.Shop beside the Noodle Stand ! i seen He alone waited with a BORED emotions that looked from His face ! Oh... myGOD he waited the noodle come to her table ! me and myfriend also too ! we are hungry especially me cause i dont have my breakfast :( i think u can wonder how hungry me !
then i sit on the next table ! and started waited too ! above 2 minutes ULTRAVIOLET have his noodle and 5 minutes later we shall TOO i dont know why im starting doesnt have a taste of that noodle because im around him ! but then im starting hungry again and eat my noodle slowly ! i see myfriend plate , and its empty she eats so faster ! myplate is still full when i saw it and ULTRAVIOLET was finish His eat and pay to the owner of stand !i dont know again where He go but i saw His friend on in front of street ! oh.. im forgot my friend want to bought fried cassava/casavva when we arriving on Stand and i saw His friend on that fried cassava stand after im finishing mynoodle !

we go to in front on street ! and u know ULTRAVIOLET is there ! i dont know ! why He supposed to be there ? im not going to that stand because of Him ! oh okey its okey ! im not out from car i just told myfriend for bought for me too ! we waited on car the cassava im also starring at ULTRAVIOLET ! omg he same with what i dreaming on mydream !!! He eat that FC too and then i must go althought im mymind i dont want to left him ! and i just spend today with DB practice ! no special !

You stir up my natural emotions.
Make me feel like dirt, I'm hurt .
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
What is worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn't have fallen in love with

I can't see much of future
Unless we find out who's to blame, what a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

ever fallen in love_Stiff dylans

i want but i cant TT

how is this ? im so interest with my OLD keyboards but i cant play it TT
im so interest ! how is this ???

now im looking for myfav band piano chords and hoped someone could teach me !!!

im pendind post a new post because searching blog skin/2004009

oh...okey its 10.32 pm in mypc ! im late and pended post a new blog because i'm searching a new blog template ^^

and this days is the BEGAN of BORINGNESS ISLAND
i woke up above on 09.00 am and eat mybreakfast on 10.00 am

then i go bath and call myfriend for hanging out together !

one of myfriend is have a final exam's but didn't care about her study
im so mad about it ! Come On ! i wont she succes on her Test !

then im hanging with both of myfriend !

7 thing we have to DO :

-eat ( i choose a place tht nerd to _ _ _ _ _ ! i saw a lot shoes in tht shop,is his there ?but cancel)
-bought Kebab ! the cuisine of Turkey
-back a while to mah home
-go to Ford Malabourgh and take a photo there
-visit a while the beach that nerd from FM
-back again for took myPurchase
-then go to swimming at beach ^^ its so AWESOME ! i want do it again...


yah, that 7 things ( is that look like a Miley Cyrus song :)) ) we have to DO !!!

family time.1804009

yeah this is sunday :) i have used myalarm for make me up on 7.00 o'clock but im so tired then im go sleeping again...when im wake up i saw 08.34 !

im so "PANIC"
u know i wont to go to swimming poolfor myschool activity ...
and its must be on 8.00
i call myfriend then asked is their still on there ... and pick up myoutfit to bag !!!
then i go faster and actually with panic mode ;)

AFTER THAT !!!

I GO TO MYFAMILY HOME BECAUSE THERE WAS A PARTY FOR CELEBRATE THEIR NEW HOME :)

SO I SHALL GO WATCHING,EATING,AND SCREAMING TOGETHER WITH MY COUSINS :)) yeay we watch a horror movie on CINEMA

pretty nice...a happy family time

and one again pls pray for my Cousins Iie for succes on her Graduation Test ^^

bye bye all ! i love u and thnks for read myshare ...

NEW NEWS ON MID NIGHT

HEY ALL ! WHAT SUP ! IM SOUND SO HAPPY NOW ^^
IM STILL OL UNTIL THE MIDNIGHT AND I SAW KUYA JAPS REPLIED SOME EMAIL ON MILIST
SO I KNEW HE WAS OL IM LOG IN INTO OVSH THEN TOLD HIM THE CHANGED ON LAYOUTS AND SAY PLS JOIN ^^

IM WAITED BUT I DIDNT SEE THE REMIND THEN WHEN IM INVITE A LOT PPL I SAW
"1 PENDING MEMBERSHIP"

AND THAT WAS "JAPS SERGIO"

IM SO HAPPY SO MUCH HAPPY :)
SO MUCH EXCITED

FORGOT TO SHARE A BIG NEWS ^^

HEY EVERYONE ... so bad im forgot share my new big news !
YOU WANT TO KNOW ? HERE'S THE NEWS

"I HAVE MADE AN SOCIAL NETWORK FOR INDONESIAN RIVERMAYA FANS"

we still call our SELF "GROUNDER" as always ^^

yeay im really work HARD for looking and search RIVERMAYA FANS from around INDONESIA
UNTIL i wrote this BLOG the SITE's old is 5 days and have 28 MEMBERS ! is tht NICE ?
and im very proud with tht SITE's

the IMPORTANT story behind it is when the Site's was 2 days , my friend made me told the BASSIST of RIVERMAYA (JAPS SERGIO) told him about SITE's ...

firsth time I hear it im very NOT AGREE with that solution
but when im ALREADY OFFLINE and go to DRUM BAND PRACTICE ! IM PICK UP ALL MY NERVE FOR SAY IT ALL BECAUSE ITS A CHANCE TO TOLD THT WHEN HE ONLINE :)

IF IM NOT OFF THT TIME MAYBE I COULDNT FORGOT TO MAKE HIM JOINED THE SITE's

THE SITE's LAYOUT's is COLOURFULL ^^ sometimes you will think the font was SUCKED
BUT COME ON ! IS THAT AWSOME FOR 8th GRADE KID ?

ITS KIND OF GOOD JOB's :))

IM NEVER WONDERED THT KUYA JAPS WOULD POST IT TO ALL GROUNDERS IN OUR MILIST ! USING "COol" cool word ! is tht cool ? HE say COOL ^^

and says for check the SITE's ^^

HERE's the link : http://rivermayaindonesia.ning.com

CHECK THE NEW LAYOUT ha,,,ha,,, ITS DOESNT SO BLINK AGAIN :))

its so fabulous/1704009

wawww its been a long time since my last post here ryt !!!

i want to told u about an activity i have done on 13 april !
its was so amazing we have an perfomance on TNI AL , the perfomance was the mixed of myschool and other 3 school ...

yeay we are play on the deck ...
we have a lot days for share and meeting each other .. its was so fun ^^

then i just have new news tht I saw MyPrince on 14 april ! why he still play on Internet Shop ? he's already had a test for finishing his JHS :)

and at least AI one's of my bestie knew about HIM ! yeay u dont know how dont interest AI with her TEST tht already began,,,

HEYYY YOU KNOW MYLIFE WOULD SUCK WITH OUT YOU " i want scream it right on her EARs

so he can listen and understand how important his for ME

okey enought i dont want to talk more about HIM , its hurt me BRO


I WANT TO TOLD YOU ALL THT SOMETHING I REALLY INTEREST A LONG TIME AGO...

"ITS ABOUT VINTAGE"

I LOVE IT A LOT ^^

breakaway "0304009"

one word that sounded in myhead "BREAKAWAY"
i dont know why ? this afternoon im hearing again "KISS ME" song its exactly really awsome ^^

life is sso hard and complicated ! i cant get something in myhead althought im really want to forgot it "SO WEIRD"

im began to chat again althought i didt for a long time TT

and im on a really complicated situation

GO SCHOOL OR NOT ?" T_T

ihate this super duper damn feeling !!!

and when the lion fall in love with the lamb !!!

WEIRD...mayb its sound like ,myfav word ... as long as i wrote this blog so much things happen but i cant write it all i've got a reason

"ITS UNWRITTEN AND I DONT HAVE A LOT TIME"


for those ppl who's write ths blog pls dont think im judge from this blog if u read my last last post

i cant handle myfinger type it all !!!


and when the lambs fall in love with the lion wht should she can do ???
just waited until THE LION gone and leave HER for a years and got a GIRLS



its just more hurt me

mungkin ini saatnya da yg lain

mungkin ini saatnya da yg lain yh ngegantiin lgi orng'' freak "sa puso ko"
kasi............he's move HE WANTS MOVE !!!

its hurt me so much hurt me when i hear it but i just only can stay and silent here...



Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.

To speak or not to; where to begin.
Your great dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted (more)."


BALISONG .by"RM

its unbelievable

I cant Let YOU go... 2103009

try honest to mah self ... just thought u havent didnt go but the condition u will have to go,,,

after u finih ur jhs u go to other MetROpolitan City...I sad but its unsaid to him ...

i know tht myakaitho will go from myfriend last night i didnt know its so much hurt tht news are breaking me ... im feel so much empty coz u not around me ANYMORE...

so much story tht i cant spoke ... so later....

no other MATERIAL friendship "

he....yyyy heyyy...
for a thousand time "no material friends ageenn"
i dnt want spend time with friend tht only look at mymoney u knw tht i lost my money for she in one day is for my daily above 4 days ....

and mybrain thingkin'If dont spend mymoney with them i could : -buy a lot novel
-buy new clothes
-buy a new magazines
- etc...tht i want to

byeee....byeeee sometimes judge me

TWILIGHT...

yeayyy...a lil late for talked about TWILIGHT MOVIES...

NOW... i getta say myopinion about this Movie...

i think this movie was great and awsome really a nice story between human and vampire...and the right actors for this movie is make this movie is boomed like the novels !!!

ROBERT AND KRISTENS WAS SO PERFECT AS A COUPLE (not only at movie,hope so...)

MEYER's was a good writer i hope i could too someday...

and i have a really bad news my article was lost i spend many time for wrote it so sad...but the file was lost...T_T


i really want watch the next series of twilight movie ....

tired...13 march009

im so so TIRED ... T_T

i have an displays and playpass at school then now mybrain is full with question how to get RM mp3 free donwload...!

ANYONE KNOWS ?

PLS TELL ME ...


so tired but our displays sa school was good .. TEguh ur firsth MAJOR can get the stick after he throw it,,,nice

12 march 009 ^^

owww...in a few day ago i cant ol so sad !!!
but now im ready with all new life story !!!
in last monday im stay at mycozin home and in the morning we go to the beach together...

like all another free time b4 im still learn how to drive a car ??? ooowww
u know tht im so confused about my NEW IMPORTANT THING's and tht my RIVERMAYA CD's ^^
and im so scare tht thing's was lost or anything bad happen ...

and i have NEW RIVERMAYA FAV SONG now... there's was OLATS AND SAYANG
PURE,ALONE,ETC

MABUHAY SA RIVERMAYA....keep rockin' GUYS ^^

and its still about RM ...

I HAVE A FEW QUESTION TO KUYA MARK AND MIKE : why shouldnt accept me on facebook ?

SO SAD...T_T

and u all doesnt even read b4 my fs blog ! place where i wrote myjourney for getting RM cd's ...

HERE's THE LINK...
http://titadiary.blog.friendster.com/


yeahh a LIL HYPER there...:))

now im just resaving all rm pic tht i have been saved b4 but lost with mymemory ...

last last day ago...

weird im forgot the day but im also still remind how its happen !!!

at the end of my journey at the ZONE , he say myname dont even know b4 he know it its more more happy thn b4....

LUCKY FRIDAY ^^ (0603009)

hy ... did u remind tht i say mayb i could post other posting to myblog bt tht plan was really doesnt come true TT ERROR tht world happen to myBeloved OLD computer cant used my NOTEBOOKS because the Video Adaptor was error and doesnt fix anymore ....

u know tht im happy bcoz my CD'S from Philippines was come ^_^ yiipppe...yipppe im so Happy tht moment was so rock ;)

IM JUMPING,SCREAMING AND LAUGHIN' LIKE A CRAZY HUMAN

"I GOT MY CD's"

WEWWW...u know im open it one by one its like opened a gift from myBF ( sure tht i dont hve bf) thn i take a pic with it its a favorite moment of this year except if i saw the real Maya boys ths years (AMIEN)

I DONT THINK B4 THT PACKET FOR ME IS A CD'S COZ MYFRIEND SAID ITS COULD BE COME ON MONDAY ;)THN I THINK ITS WAS A TRANSFER PAPER FROM MY MOM BUT THN I KNOW THT CD'S THT MYCD'S OWWW...

ITS SO SUPRISED ME ^^ I LOVE IT SO MUCHHH :)

wahhhhhhhhhaaaa im so LUCKY at 06 03 009

all im so lucky tht wht i love to be a GIRLS ^^ as a muslim we didnt shalat jum'at enak banget ntuh kenapa senang gw jadi cewek ...

yg lebih penting kalo gw lambat dikit dgn kondisi warnet yg komputerny bnyk virusan ini ... gw dapet loket walo harus rela pindah ampe kayk bola dioper sana-sini T_T

tpi gw mujur mereka pda keribetan nyari lket gw dah asoyyy duduk tenang didepan komputer HOOOO...HOOOH

lucky...lucky day ^^ weehhe lw tau ngga' waktu gw lgi nulis bagian ini si Alfian lgi sibuk ngusir KITA bedua buat keluar dri nh warnet TEGANYA...TEGANYA...TEGANYA DIRIMU...DIRIMU

SATU HAL BESAR LAGI ''GW PENGEN BGT CHAT LGI MA JPRS'' ttg JPRS tht not GPRS correct plsss ;)

freaky FRIDAY !!!

what sup ! are y doin ryt ? i hope so

f.y.i im so lazy at school today ... males bgt tadi dklh pelajaranny membosankan sangat dan amat sangat amat T_T

i think its not awsome day there's no other suprise happen like other day !!!

ada beberapa hal yg ngebuat gw bT hari : 1.Clara
2.Dindha
3.duit Gw Mo abis...

weeiiiiwww...T_T so poor now !!!
btw tonight like on mylast post b4 myfriend April is sended myCD's ^^ mayb its could come to my BROING house on Monday ...I LOVE MONDAY

now when im online i spend mytime with blog and facebook ... sometimes im search for mylesson ...


u know something disgusting happen as long as i wrote this blog.....im so thank you this uncomplete posting is saved and nowww...its finish mayb u could see new post tonight....^^

05 MaRch 009 kuya Jayson Bday

im starting wrote today with sayed...

"HAPPY B'DAY KUYA JAYSON"

today was kuya jays b'day so im just gotta sayeh tht i hope u get more succes and happiness specially keep rockin' with Maya ^^ he..he

gone from kuya jays...

this day not to bad but not too good its just like somthng lost and somthng fix ...im not come to a internet shop tht for a 1 months i have visit bcoz mylaptob error...im forgot payed somethin' tht weird guysT_T im so idiot forgot about it SO STUPID !!!

btw im chat with myfriend a verygood friend ^^ she says my cd's <> is ready for ship and mayb it could come on MONDAY :)) mayb it could made me say :
"I LOVE MONDAY" e...hee..ehhe

im watch at 21 with mah Gank , we were watched a comedy film there...

btw mycoach will changed but several of myheart want it but several didnt want it happen we all love our coach we start at began with him ,,,,

im still didnt like the 2 and 3 majoret

im still wanted the transfer paper im gonna make a lot of think with it
" tht paper awsome" ^^ i thought...

im gonna get in to my old math course ... idk why im so stupid in this grade is not like the own ME tht whyy im so seriously in this time i want get an A in every lesson score but its a motivation let rock th brain ,wht was i mean ???>

so its was night im getting tired and want gotta sleep ^^

bye..bye all
muachhh...muaccchhh luv u all !!! have a nice dream

who are ME ?

im just a simple and UNfabulus girl from other PLANET...
mylife is not too weird yeahhh...its what life for...
so....im not elegant and im not arogant too...

now im still school at a danm and scare school with a full ALAY people

i have 2 old BRO yeahhh they was a troublemaker for me...

now i was on a GANK !!! myGANK is Oecuy_vs_Hyperbola (is tht a funny name ?)
owww..im forgot im lil Hyperbola tht why me and myfriend make tht GANK... :))


im on my school DRumBaND CORPS,im play ALTO or SnARE !!!

AND U KNOW IM THE BIG FANs OF "RIVERMAYA"

WHY I LOVE RIVERMAYA ?

OWWW...THEIR WAS AWSOME BAND I HAVE SEEIN' EVER
THEIR ARE : JAPS SERGIO,JAYSON FERNANDEZ, MARK ESCUETA and MIKE ELGAR...
japs on bass and also vocal,jays on vocal,mark on drum and mike on guitar

" I LOVE THEM"

MY HOBBY IS :....

YEAHH...I HAVE A LOT HOBBY

1.COLLECT UNIQ STUFF
2.COLLECT NOTEBOOK
3.MAKING SOMETHING
4.SURFING ON THE NET
5.WATCH
6.LISTEN TO MUSIC
7.WANNA BE MISS SUPER VINTAGE
8.COLLECT AN SOME OF KIND ARTICKEL FROM MAGAZINES
9.COLLECT NICE FILM VCD/DVD
10.CHAT

AND OTHER..............


indonesian version....

weird ... saya hanya seorang anak gadis yg simple dan sedikit aneh untuk seusia saya

punya impian ? pasti banyak sekale sehingga membanjir di dadtar permintaan umat di catatan TUHAN....

YG PASTI PENGEN KETEMU 4 ORANG INSPIRATOR ehh.. 5 deh dalam hidupKU yg berantakan kayak kapal tenggelam yg tinggal bangke ny ini....

sekarang sekolah disekolah yg penuh dengan alay yg jaman ginih baru kenal FS

PUNYA GENK DENGAN NAMA ANEH BIN AJAIB yak tuh ....

OECUY_VS_HYPERBOLA

karna saya hyperbola :))

punya hobi seabrek dan berangan'' menguasai बेबेरापा bahasa yak tuh : -english (yah i can)
-tagalog
-korean

my FIrsth Post

weiiiiwww..hey all
this is my firsth...firsth post at here (weird)
mayb this blog will full with myjournal and experience


dont know too ... mayb it coul be changed later ...