THEN,NOW U REALLY LEFT ME

I KNOW THIS TIME WOULD COME.BUT I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHEN.
I'VE FOUND A LOT REASON FOR CRY.BUT MY TEARS ARE DOESNT KEEP COMING.
I THOUGH I COULD STARTING SO DOWN BUT MYHEART CAN KEEP IT SILENT.

SOMETHING SCREAM IN MYHEAD.THE VOICE OF MYBROKEN HEART
AT LEAST IF I KNOW U REALLY WILL MOVE.ITS JUST MAKE ME MORE HURT

ALTHOUGH U BEG ME FOR NOT CRY.THESE THOSE TEARS WILL KEEP COMING.
U CAN LEAVE ME WITH OUT ANY REASON.U CAN LEAVE ME WITH NOTHING TO DO.

I JUST BEG ON U.

FOR DOESNT EVEN LEAVE ME "WITH OUT SAYING U LOVE ME"

U MAKE ME HOPES SOMEDAYS MYPRINCE WILL COME.
IF I WONDERS U WERE MYPRINCE IS IM WEIRD.

MAYBE IM NOT PERFECT WITH U.JUST BELIEVE I CAN FIT U.
IM WANTED SOMETHING.AND U NEEDS SOMETHING.

IS THAT WE MADE FOR BECAME TOGETHER ???

one things that i never want to learn.is learn to understand the reason u left.

cause i count saw u again although im really miss u.
i will never woke from my illness
u just get more hurt

bye.bye. my ULTRAVIOLET

im just wonders destiny doesnt get u from me.

I GET MORE THAN U...

im losing u.i make u flew away away from me double face.


one things that i learn. "I've More Than You Now"
maybe u can take some of myclose friend.but its okey for me.


AS LONG AS I GOT MORE THAN THEM

a girl like she.is just a draft in this world.

a lot of people in myschool didnt like her.
ssshhh...im not judge someone else just say the facts.



she's think she's could make me down but im coming undown
and ready to show the world.what i've got to do.


that's all show us ! who's the right one.


f.y.i : i get lil observation (chit-chat) with some people



and OMG ! I FOUND 99% IS HATE HER

OMG.GOD PROTECT ME FROM THE QUEEN OF WOLF

LyLA

LyLA . yeah tht not only OASIS song name but also a band name from mycountry.
im so fell in love with LyLA.
Their so nice and awesome.

i saw their in real life on last saturday.awww.their so fabulous.

i toke a pic although the pic quality is shouldnt really good
but i also get a sign too.a sign from Naga the vocalist of LyLA
but when we take a pic with Naga theres a story too.

u know.who take the pic with my Cell Phone ? Fare...the guitarist of LyLA.

IS THAT SOUND SO NICE ?

awww im so fell in love :)

love struck

U HURT IT AGAIN,,,

U HURT AGAIN...
AND I DONT KNOW
WHY I NEVER CAN GO AND STOP FROM RIGHT NOW


for being more than 3 times he hurt me ! maybe he doesnt know it hurt but why must be ???

laught so hard when im walking in front of them ( he with his friend)

okey he's not mine
but should he hurt me ?
does he make me feel dirt? and im hurt

BET,CONFUSED AND RUMOUR

AWWW....

everything is like wanna make me SCREAM until i wrote this post :(

this day i get a BET with classmate about DID ULTRAVIOLET LIKE ME ?

I BET FOR NO AND HER BET FOR YES

okey its exactly really sound so NICE
but its just make me more hoping than before its WORSE

this days i go to our fav place for HO and after he finish with his friend he pay and then out but when i woke from my sit ! and talk+walking around he backs to the place for i dont know what for ! when JB ask him he dont answer it anymore !

IS HE WANTS TOO SEE ME ????
ITS SO WORSE ! IDK WHIT WHO HE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH IN !
SO IM STILL SO CONFUSED !

AND....

ABOUT RUMOUR

there's a rumour about my db activity !
its weird for share it here !!!

so mayb next time i could share it but not now ! i feel sleppy !

When that word became Real

i dont plan it happen before...
when i say in my page on social networks "I WANT MY STORY LOOK LIKE TWILIGHT"
its just like a dream and come true

IS EVERYTHING WE SAY IS A PRAY ? i dont know

and now Bella didnt only interest on Edward ! she also interest in Jacob and Mike too
when i close my eyes and started wondering someone i see Edward shadow but then it changed into Mike but sometimes it might be Jacob.

first time i seen Mike i didnt feel anything but when mysecond seen im starting interest in Him , honestly im not love Him, not interest either than I LOVE EDWARD !

get to basic ! if u want to know how charming Mike than Edward the answer is Mike is than Edward !

myUltraviolet is always be the best Man for me

Ultraviolet is my Romeo, my Edward, my Prince , and myeverything

I REALLY WANT TO MAKE HIM JEALOUS
althought im imagine im chillin out with Jacob or Mike its always imagine i can make Him jealous because someone hold myhand,someone hug me,someone say LOVE ME

Im nothing with out him ! and althought when im with Him im still thingking of HE

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aku tak tau seorang pun kecuali mu
kau tertarik pada seseorang
dan tak mengira perasaanku kan begini

aku ingin ada diharimu
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hanya kau,hanya kau yang kulihat
dan air mata tetap mengalir

semakin kumelihatmu melangkah jauh
aku tetap bahagia
walau kau tetap tak tau perasaanku
aku tidak bisa menghentikannya dan pergi

aku sangat ingin melihat hari
dimana aku berdiri disampingmu setiap hari
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